Everything At Once

All I wanna be.. is everything.. Everything at once!
You alll guys, mostly, ever heard about this several parts of this words. Yes!! It's Lenka's lyrics of her song Everything at once..

From the title of this song, I've been thinking, that We - As a human - want to do every single thing that we want once.. that's our natural feelings as human. But of course, as human, we also realized that we can't do several things that we want or what we've already planned all at once. We have to do it one by one.

That's also happen to me! For this several weeks, I have soooooo many plans and project to do, and I REALLY want to finish it all right now. "I have to do my advance accounting homework right now, but the oher half of me wants me to do my practicum homework first, and the other one begs me to finish my essay assignment while the other one also wants to finish my paper, and many more! It's driving me crazy! Of course it is.

But I can't do it, ALL AT ONCE, for sure. So, here I am, sitting in my bed, write this post as the part of refreshing. Haha.. Frustate feeling? No. I just need to do some of my hobbies to increase my mood. This is one of it ;)Do a little break and try to do your hobbies while you have a pressure feelings or maybe when you are in the middle of you bustle is really helpful to make your mood increase again. I realize that all I can do right now is just chilling out and don't take too serious about those stuffs. And of course, try to make a priority of your works. Make a deadline when your works have to be done, so it won't be piled up and your works will be increased. Try to follow your deadline!

Remember, as a human we have lots of things that we want to do, but you can't do everthing at once. I've been realized those thig since the beginning. So, eventhough I feel like somthing is driving me crazy right now, I also trying to do some things like what I've already write from the paragraph above. Hope my days will be so much easier and have a nice one. Hope yours too!!

With love,
♡Nessy♡

Singer wanna be???

In this awesome friday morning (Thanks God it's friday), My story would be opened up with the title "Singer wanna be???"

Of course in your mind, you guys perhaps think that I want to be a singer or some stuffs like that..

Well okay, let me tell you that, actually one of my hobby is singing.. Since I was a little girl I love to sing everywhere. Especially in bathroom, hahaha.. You can call me a bahroom singer because of that reason, lol. I'm just an amateur one. Okay. Next....

Sometimes I think that I'd like to be a singer, but then actually I just throw that minds so far because I don't have a good voice. And I never take any kind of vocal course to make my voice better, hahaha...

For this last few weeks, I just took "selfie" time to record my own voice and upload it to soundcloud. Lol. I think it's a cool site for you who want share your records, whatever kind of sounds record, just upload it there (#promote) and those application is quite easy to use.

This is my soundcloud site https://soundcloud.com/rahmitadp

If you don't mind, just give me your comment there. Hahaha..

But so sorry, first of all I want to tell you that my voice is not good. Really. Not like the other cover singer's voice. There's a lot of pitchy in my voice while I sing. But still, feel free to comment it. Or if you have a souncloud account, just follow me and feel free to ask me a follow back, and I'll follow you guys ;) (<-- kind of promoting again, lol).

These are severel songs that I covered.
Maudy Ayunda - Perahu Kertas https://soundcloud.com/rahmitadp/perahu-kertas-cover-by-echy

Ten2Five - I will fly https://soundcloud.com/rahmitadp/i-will-fly-cover-by-echy


Christina Perri - A thousand years https://soundcloud.com/rahmitadp/thousand-years-cover-by-echy

The Script - Breakeven https://soundcloud.com/rahmitadp/breakeven-cover-by-echy-1


That's all. Just wait the next song that will be covered by me. Thanks if you already opened that site and liaten the creepy voice of mine.


The point in tihis story of mine, well..
I love singing, but I don't have any idea to be a singer. The reason is in pargraph 4. Hehe..

Singing is  my hobby, and I will always do what I want as long as it's free and I love to do it, so you can't stop me..
Hahaha..

There will be some people that will bring you down like give a sinistic comments about your hobbies, but just keep do it because it's a part of you.

Well, that's all from me. Thanks again for already read this 'little trash' of mine. HAVE A NICE DAY AND KEEP DO WHAT YOU LOVE TO DO!!! \(^_^)/

LOVE,
NESSY♥

19th of February, means.......

What is actually happen with 19th of February?

What is that date means?

Maybe some of you have a big question about it or..

Whatever the questions, it might be around 19th of February..

Well guys, let me tell you about it..

It's my dad's special date ;D

Well,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!!! *party* :D ({}) :*

I actually dedicate this post to the birthday man, which is the MOST AWESOME MAN in this EARTH!!!! Hehe...

Let me tell you guys a little thing abou him..

He is my teacher, and he is really a good teacher! He is my guard which always protect me.. He is a cute daddy. Lol. Why I said so? Because behind his "serious face", he loves joking. He always success to make me laugh, not only me but also people around him, with his jokes.. He is best friend EVER. The man who REALLY understand me and many more..

He is smart too.. He is my role model, my life mentor.

In your new age today dad, I wish you all the best for you that I couldn't ever mention one by one and my prays always goes to you. The most important things are keep healthy, long life and Stay AWESOME DADDY!!! I really wish that I can spend this day with you.. but stil, Have an AMAZING birthday ever, Dad..

I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH,  DAD..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D :* ({})

*special ordinary video for you, dad*

Jogja with the experiences there

I writing this story in the bedroom of mine in Malang..
Well, I just arrived from Jogja after I spent 3 days there..

How's Jogja?

Firstly, I was so excited when I was on my way to Jogja! I had an activities that I had to do there. What kind of activity? Well, it's a debate competion. I went there with 11 friends of mine.

I was excited because it's the first time I went there. But unforunately, when we were on our way there, some of my friends in Jogja were told me that Jogja isn't in a good condition, because, well Kelud Mountain was exploded and the dust caused of the impact of it has been spreaded to Jogja.

When I've already arrived in Jogja and saw the situation there, it's so irony cause the dust is everywhere and we had to wear a mask.

In Jogja, I didn't do much thing there except followed the competion eventhough unfortunately my team wasn't break the quarter final, but 1 of my friend's team was break it. Congratulation to Andu and Mas Hanif ^_^

After the competion, we were went to do some travelling (not really). LOL. Photo hunting? Yes, absolutely! We were tried to went in Malioboro (famous place in Jogja) from a university (that held a competion) with used bus transJogja. Only with Rp 7.000 you can using those bus everywhere.

In Malioboro, we walked around it. There's a lot of things and shops there like Souvenir shop, clothes, bags, shoes and anything! You can found it there! ;D
And after that we went to Keraton Jogja and hunting some pistures there. The sense of culture there is so strong like in Bali, but in their own way, like the sense of Javanese culture from the people or ornament in the buildings that you can find and see. And after it, we went to train station to go back to Malang. And btw, an incident was happened to me there. I lost my identitiy card. LOL.

The point is, I've learned lot of things there like I have to improve my skill, so I can be a better. And sometimes you will be in the highest position and sometimes in the lowest one. With those thing, we can learn and feel the bittersweet of life. And don't be careless of something or you will lose it. It's also available noy only for things but also for people/human. Every experience have their own life meaning. I believe on it.

Thanks so much Jogja.

Even I only spent 3 days, but you already goving me a lot of experiences. I wanna back there in the better condition. Without the dust and without an interest to be there. Haha..
I ♥ Jogja :*

In Malang station, before we went to Jogja.

In th train. With Andu, Arina, Roby, Aris, Hanif and Ade.

Just arrived in Jogja's train station with a mask and lusterless face
But still exist with taking a picture. LOL.

Malioboro street. Full with dust. 

Arina, Me, Nuril and Mas Aris in the first day of competion.
In the hall.

Second day of competion.
(Bottom, left to right) Me and Nuril.
(Upper, left to right) Ambika and Ade.

(And many more photos in other phones and cameras of my friends, hehe)

Some story in January 2014

Time flies so fast. That's what I thought....
It's already February and January had already gone..
There's a lot of memory that had been gone through those month. I had passed my final exam, yeah..., with a lot of effort and books and less sleep.. haha...
that's one of it..

Well, in this opportunity I want to throw back my mind into the January. What actually already happened in those month?

Randomly...
I was happy. My dad was came to viait me, because in this holiday, I didn't back to ky hometown. But still, the desire to bavk to my hometown is still there until now. Here in Malang, I'm focusing on my organization project and many more.. besides, something bad was hit my hometown. It was flooded at that time. But fortunately, my house in Manado didn't get those bad impact. PRAY FOR MANADO. Now, there's still a recovery to Manado city after those flood that was hit it.

Before, I also went to Bromo at that time. Psssstttt.... I didn't ask and got a permit from my parents at that time. I went there by myself with my friend. But when I was almost arrived in Bromo, the rain was fell down and never stopped until we went back to Malang. So the result, I was got wet but not whole my body. My upper body was still dry because I wore a jacket. FYI, I went there with motorcycle. And those jacket was gave by some Koreans people because they just did a favor towards me. It's nice to talk wih them and be friends with them. But unfortunately, I forgot to took some pictures with them.

And I met my friends, 3 of them. Stephany, Dana and Dini but in a different time in January, I met with Stephany first because her campus was hold a study tour and my campus is one of their destiny. She is my senior high school friend. We're in different class, but it's nice to meet her again. We just did a little reunion. Btw, thanks a lot vani for the Cakalang fish that u gave. It's so delicious,
and Dana. She is my friend in Bandung when I was took a preparation class for University test there. And we're classmate. She came to Malang for a holiday. Eventhough we just met for a while and it was just for having a breakfast together, but I was so happy to meet her again after a long time we didn't.
Dini. She is my classmate in senior high school. We acually live in the same city, but because of we didn't school in the same university and he location of our university is far 3nough, so we onky can meet when we have free time. And finally, I met her!!!! Thanks fornthe watch. Thanks also for let me to accompanied me to do shopping and chillinh out together at that time. Thanks for letting me to sleep in your new boarding house.. hahaha :D

And in Malang city, there was also hold a parade for culinary, Me and my driends in ILF were attended in those event after that we went to Karaoke place for having a chilling out time together because we just want to relaxing after working so hard to prepare an event. Hope our effort will be paid off.

It's so nice to flashback into beautiful memories that we have.

Arrived in Bromo.

unfortunately, it was rain in Bromo

still happy. I wish to go there again
with better weather condition

Cold.. Cold.. Cold..
But still selfie ✌

The scenery of the mountain was fulfilled with the rain?
The rain jacket that was given by the Koreans. thanks anyway :D

Second Day of 2014

Well guys, I just waking up in the middle of the night. That's my acute disease. Someone have been told me that I'm like a bat because of it.

so.....

In this second day of January 2014, Firstly I want to say Hello to thia brand new day.. And also I just remember that today is my cousin's birthday, Anin. Happy Birthday Nurul Anindya.. All best wishes for you. God bless you :*

And..

in this creepy night, I just want to finishing all my homework like my analysis homework for Operation Management subject and the proposal of EF (English Fiesta) 2014.

Proposal of English Fiesta 2014.

My homework. Operation Management. Theory of Constraints.

I want to finish it all today because start on Monday, 6th of January, I  will have a final exam. I don't want it to run my study time.

AND BTW, I have a new hobby right now. PHOTOGRAPHY. I kinda like it now. Like hunting pictures or just take some simple pictures and edit it to be better. Why I said better? Because, I have no appropriate word to describe it. Lol. I just tried to changed it to be better in my way. And those hobby have come, perhaps, just because my 'narcistic' part of myself is just showing up. Hahaha.. XD

so, these are some of the pictures that I've edit:

Actually, I took those photo and edit it in my note with using some tools that already provided. Now, we can edit photo easily with just choosing the background or effect that we want from that tools. You can also see my photos in my instagram : www.instagram.com/rahmitadp .

And unfortunately, I do not have any way to uploaded it besides there. Too busy to ma

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2014, GUYS!!!!

Can't believe that today is already Januay, 1st 2014. How's ur new year's eve?
Mine is AWESOME for sure. I spent it with my friends and we did roasted lots of food in new year's eve.

It's been a long time since my last post for sure. Sorry (^_^)v. As you know, I'm so freaking busy with my college stuffs so.....

Well, new year, new hope.. U have to change to be a better person than last year. And of course, in this new year, I'd made a list what I want to achieve in this year.. This is some of it:

I still have so many plans that I want to achieve besides it.. Btw, what's yours?? ;D


There's a lot of memories behind in 2013. Just want to make some Caleidoskop of it. These are some best memories in 2013 of mine:

• Spent my holiday time back to my hometown;
• celebrated my Brother's Birthday;
• celebrated eid mubarak with my family;
• family holiday in Malang and Blitar (East Java) and Bali (story is in my previous post);
• get an achievement from my major in Universrity
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• become a supervisor for the the freshman in my major in my campus
• did Newbies Early Orientation for all the new member of ILF (International Language Forum)
• followed East Java Varsities English Debate and my team became Octofinalist on it (new beginning for me and many more.I can't even tell it one by one cuz there's a lot of good memories in 2013. Thank you 2013.

With the freshman in my pleton. GO GO 6, GO GO GO 6, OYYY!! #PESMASI

The view in Villa Yeni Batu for Newbies Early Orientation

On my way to Blitar part 2

In Bali with my family. (BALI bomb Monument)

Holiday. Selcta, Malang, East Java.

Memories of joining EJVED 2013

At Makam Soekarno. Blitar, East Java.

Dad's graduation. Congrats for get a doctorate.

The achievement that I got from my campus major. Alhamdulillah.
Keep the food work. Fighting!!! ( 'o')9

I can't even tell it one by one cuz there's a lot of good memories in 2013. Thank you 2013.
Hope 2014 will give me more good memories and betterment towards myself.

Once again, Happy New Year °\(^_^)/°

Lovely Regard,
Nessy

Me. Before sleeping. After celebrated new year's eve.
HAPPY NEW YEAR °\(^_^)/°