A thing I Always Missed

Halo Guys. Happy Weekend!!!

Hope you have a wonderful holiday.

Well, I think this (my) blog contains lots of my random thoughts and experiences yet most of them are my nonsense writings. Moreover, I already feel like this blog is my diary and kind of a self-healing. Silly. Lol. Whatever. As long as it makes me happy, I'll do it continuously. ^_^v

So.. I felt a little bit in blues in this flat Sunday of mine.
The reason is because today is my Dad's birthday and I couldn't celebrate it with him with my family. In every moment like this, I will always feel like a crap and isolated. I understand, it's all my decision to be far far away from home to live my life, reach my dreams, etc, but still. Sort of a helpless feeling. I wish I could be there with my family. I always afraid that I won't have an opportunity to commemorate things with them or I missed a lot of moments and of course I did for sure! Haha.. Well, I also understand that it's a natural feeling right. Have you ever experience the feeling like what I said above?

So, that is what I missed -____-
All families were there, except me. Always
#trynabecoolbutfailed! U,u

Without decreasing my happiness to my Dad, I would say again and again A Very Happy Birthday to my King. Wish you always be surrounded by people you love, stay healthy, having bundles of joy and long life. Hopefully, whatever your dreams will be come true.. Wish next year, I could feast your special day with you together.

God, please protect him like he always protects me since I was young. Amen.
Lots of love from your 'little' girl. I love you :*

My Birthday King. ^_~