In this post, I wanna share another experience of mine. Yesterday, I followed a test to get a scholarship by one of the biggest foundation in Indonesia. It was really a pride to pass the selection before to be there. I also happy for my friends which was also joined those selection.
So we had some tests about Academic Potential Test, and Personality Test. That wasn't a first time I joined it, but as usual, I was nervous to do that again after 3 years I've never did it again. So.... Well, I won't mentioned you the whole process. APTis like they give you a book with questions in it which is divided into several tests, about logic, etc. They give you time to make each test. Personality Test like you have to draw a tree and a person and describe it. So easy right? But I admit that I'm not good at drawing. Ahaha..
It's an easy test. But unfortunately, I didn't pass to the next round. Hehee... From 1005 students who followed that test, only 125 who goes to next round. Congrats for them.
But for me, it doesn't matter if I don't pass yo the next round. The most important thing, I did this test, I got the experience. I'd rather be failure in the test rather than never try to do it. I would just dying in a curiosity.. And I'm not regret with my decision to flight from my hometown to Surabaya and Surabaya-Malang. 1761,5 km to joined that. But I feel guilty towards my parents. Sorry for always burden you. But I promise that I will pay you sacrifices to me one day. Not all of them, I swear I can't do it and will never can't do it, but I promise to be success and makes you happy. It's a simple dream that I hope to be true.
Back to the story. At the first time you failed, it'll hurt you. But if you feel that oftenly, it won't hurt you anymore. A failure is just a common thing that you have to pass. Do not see from the bad side but from the postivie side. For me, the positive side of a failure is you can take the experience from it, a precious lesson like this is not the end of your efforts to grab your dreams. Yet, this is the new beginning for me to not giving up because of this. Show them that you are ready for another chance and you can get it. The most important thing is do every single thing with the best of you and give the rest based on God's scenario for your life.
God don't give you what you want but what's the best for you. Even if you want it so badly, it's not a guarantee that it's good for you. Do your best and let God's do the rest. Be reliever. Life is too beautiful to be sad so.
Take the lesson, don't give up, ready for another chance, and be happy guys! Cheers :D
Hopefully this little trash story of mine, about my experience, my feelings, my thoughts, can bring a benefit for you. Have a nice day!! ^_^
Keep Smile :D :)
With Love,
Nessy
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