Fate #2

In the middle of the phone in July...

Another story is revealed. There is girl who tried very hard to reach her goal. She conveyed the whole process and her ambition to reach . Even though many processes did not go according to her plans but she was still eager to follow a series of other processes. One door close, there are still many other doors to be opened, that's what she believed. Her first priority is to win a scholarship to school abroad.

It was changed in the earlier month. Her parents who always support her decisions changed they mind. They wanted the girl to stop trying and just continue her study in the country. They thought that it is a waste of time on something uncertain. Struggling to get a scholarship is not wrong but behind all that there is uncertainty. It is uncertain whether after all the sacrifices that the outcome will ultimately become real. What if not as expected? You tried you failed, you tried again next year and repeat. Once again, Waste of time. While she can use her time on waiting just directly to apply a school. Her money for the school and living cost. Said, if she just directly applied, after 2 years, she'll have a degree. I mean, all of the resources lead to the same thing. MASTER'S DIPLOMA.

The first time she listened to whatever her father's told her, she had no idea. She just thought, maybe... just maybe by following her parents wants, everything will be alright. "Up to you", "Mmmm", or "silence" are the answers she offered every time her parents ask everything related to school. Actually, she did not know what to answer. Actually her father who really excited about those things, he prepared all the documents needed. She? Just followed what had been asked to do about the registration things. She did it but in her deepest heart, there was a great upheaval. She opposed. She felt betrayed because her parents did not give her more time to try the core test. She felt lose even before try. It ended up she called her parents and blamed them for that decision because she did not want it. In the middle of chaos, the master process went smoothly.

It ended up with her felt wrong. She had the right to said no but felt uncomfortable to said so due to the excitement her parents showed already. About time? They already gave her enough time to tried. To support. But that's human, they always said their time is not enough to pursue their ambitions. Also here is the thing, Children mostly still think that they still have enough time to do whatever they want, to grow, to wait. Nevertheless they must seen in another perspective. While they were busy to do it, there is their parents who still not have lots of time. People grow older, so does our parents. At least this time, she could be just being a child who obey her parents wants. Because for years, her parents who grants their daughter's request.

"Dek, something which just happened beyond control and happen quickly and smoothly, it is called fate". I rewind all the stories and made my own conclusion. My sister tried so hard with her exboyfriend those 3 and half years relationship ended up as quick as we would know. The journey to find the answer might full of twists and turns. It hurts. But you would not find the answer if you did not go through it. She met another man who actually just a part of that twists and turns until she finds her man.  The processes from introduction, proposal and marriage (soon) went smoothly without any obstacles. Both families accept each other.

That girl, it is just a sign of the times that after failures she tried, it led to that fate. Gaining knowledge is come from everywhere. Even just from a small talks through phone. That girl just found her fate, all she had to do is giving up all her stuffs back to God's hands while running what life throws at her. All she had to do is enjoy the processes and I said a very good luck to her sister and to that girl!

I learnt, that life might be very hard because it does not run like what you want. We, human, have to be sincere and accepting it. Making it a part of our life. The answer of every sincere we put will be paid later. We will know the answer before we know that we know.

Tut.. tut.. tut... The sign of the end of the phone.